I thought I let go
but I haven’t
have I
he comes back
to my heart
to my soul
every time
I close my
eyes

will it always be this way

today
I heard the sound
again
the one I heard
at light
of dawn
and break
of days
where valley rain
through window panes
awakened me
to his
closeness

Jesus I need Your nearness
to hold me
when I feel like this
when the love
I had for him
floods back again
it’s often
it’s sudden
it’s swollen
in my heart now

I still love him

don’t I

can’t help but to imagine
what it would be like
if it were us
every day and night
for the rest of our lives

God gave him love
of light

asked me to touch
the soul

I said yes forever

I knew I loved you
from the start

I fell in love with you
when God led me into
the room
where His heart
was true
in you

you didn’t have to
be a colonel for me to
love you
I knew the tune
of your heart
when I met you
the first day

Jesus I love you
Jesus I love you
for leading me to him
for giving me the gift
though it’s painful
to hold the memory within
I’d never change it
to be different
I’ll always love him
I’ll always love him

“I will open rivers on the bare heights, and fountains in the midst of the valleys. I will make the wilderness a pool of water, and the dry land springs of water. I will put in the wilderness the cedar, the acacia, the myrtle, and the olive. I will set in the desert the cypress, the plane and the pine together, that they may see and know, may consider and understand together, that the hand of the Lord has done this, the Holy One of Israel has created it.” ‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭41‬:‭18‬-‭20‬ ‭

“So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love.” ‭‭

1 Corinthians‬ ‭13‬:‭13‬